My prayer on May 7, 2011

Father in heaven, we come before you this evening in prayer, gathered together in Jesus name for where two or more are there Jesus is according to your word.

We bring before you Lord the prayer request mentioned and ask that you reach down and fix them, whether it be for healing of body, mind spiritual or otherwise.   We thank you for fixing these and for comforting those who need comforting and for giving strength to those who need strength.

We thank you for the many blessings you have given us, for the ones we mostly take for granted, like food, clothing and shelter, but also for this beautiful world that you have given us, which is something we also take for granted.

You have blessed us in so many ways if we were to start counting we would count for eternity.

I ask now Father God that you pour out blessings to my sister and brother in law, for taking on the burden of me.  I know Lord that having me here is difficult on their finances as well as their private lives, having to adjust to another person living with them.

Thank you Lord for providing me a place to stay and thank you for the job you have provided for me.   I don't really understand or know why I'm in this place, but here I am.

Praise, honor and glory to you Father God in Jesus name.  Amen

Even though I don't always know why or understand what's going on and I get angry and frustrated with you, let me always look to you for strength and guidance and always be faithful and give you the praise.

Julia

Ok God what now?

Hello God,

How are you today???  I'm sure you are doing well for you are God.

Just wanted to let you know I'm not doing to well.  I'm having a hard time dealing with my best friend (or so I thought) not contacting me, sending me condolencance or what ever.     Why oh why has she deserted me?  That I do not know.

Well besides that God I know you are there, however and I really don't like being a problem child: BUT  I don't know how to deal with life anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what happened to me, I don't what to do anymore.   So Lord Jesus, God Almighty what should I do now?????????????/

You sent  me here to FL to take care of Mom, but now she's gone.    I had a purpose, but now it seems I don't.   What am I suppose to do know?????????

I do not know.  Ok God!!!  I'm feeling lost and confused.   I need you to give me a small  miricle.   I  need fixed God,  I really need fixed, will you do that???  Please!!!

I'm not really sure if I have ever prayed right or not and I'm not really sure how to pray, all I know is that I try to talk to you and pray and I'm not really sure what prayer is.

Ok I know I'm just rampling here God, Jesus, Father, but I really need assistance here, because I just don't know right now how to get a grib on life anymore.   I don't know what happened to the love, passion, get go, adventure seeking, etc. in my life.

So right now, God, I'm asking that  you give me the passion and love of life back.   Also please forgive me for being such a goof off, and I really, really need a job Lord and I would really appreciated it if you would let me find one that I would enjoy.

Thank you so much Lord God Almighty for listening (or should I say for reading) to my concerns,  I'm really looking forward to hearing back from you and receiving your guidence.

Thank you for listening.

Yours truely,
Julia