Ok God what now?

Hello God,

How are you today???  I'm sure you are doing well for you are God.

Just wanted to let you know I'm not doing to well.  I'm having a hard time dealing with my best friend (or so I thought) not contacting me, sending me condolencance or what ever.     Why oh why has she deserted me?  That I do not know.

Well besides that God I know you are there, however and I really don't like being a problem child: BUT  I don't know how to deal with life anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what happened to me, I don't what to do anymore.   So Lord Jesus, God Almighty what should I do now?????????????/

You sent  me here to FL to take care of Mom, but now she's gone.    I had a purpose, but now it seems I don't.   What am I suppose to do know?????????

I do not know.  Ok God!!!  I'm feeling lost and confused.   I need you to give me a small  miricle.   I  need fixed God,  I really need fixed, will you do that???  Please!!!

I'm not really sure if I have ever prayed right or not and I'm not really sure how to pray, all I know is that I try to talk to you and pray and I'm not really sure what prayer is.

Ok I know I'm just rampling here God, Jesus, Father, but I really need assistance here, because I just don't know right now how to get a grib on life anymore.   I don't know what happened to the love, passion, get go, adventure seeking, etc. in my life.

So right now, God, I'm asking that  you give me the passion and love of life back.   Also please forgive me for being such a goof off, and I really, really need a job Lord and I would really appreciated it if you would let me find one that I would enjoy.

Thank you so much Lord God Almighty for listening (or should I say for reading) to my concerns,  I'm really looking forward to hearing back from you and receiving your guidence.

Thank you for listening.

Yours truely,
Julia